Saturday, January 5, 2013

What Kills Me Inside

And the emo cells strike again!

What is wrong with me.

I think i finally understand what they mean by "insult a woman once and they remember it for life".

Whoop-dee-do! Guess i AM a woman after all!

Thanks to that incident, i have been feeling more self-conscious than i had ever felt in my life.

Did that one experience really cut me that deeply?

No.

Like really. Nope. I really don't think so.

If that's the case, why do i keep getting emotional over it?

I don't even know.


What i do know, that it IS the truth.

Yeap, there's no point trying to deny it.

And there's nothing i can do about it.

No way to change it.

I tried.

But no.

It doesn't work that way.

I am stuck like this.

Forever.


Perhaps that's why i'm dying inside.

Not the fact that someone voiced it out.

But the fact that what being said is true.

And there is no way to change the fact.

Because that is the way it is.

Thursday, January 3, 2013

2013

Woots, the new year is here! Was busy with practice for the KMBS New Year Blessing performance on the days leading up to 1st of January, and the days after were filled with schoolwork.

Anyway, its the new year so dropping by with a short note.

New year, new aspirations.

Yeap. My aspiration: I'm going to stop procrastinating on my homework and try to finish them on the first day, not the day before its due lol.

I can say that the camp had seriously made an impact, i'm definitely more mature and serious compared to the previous year.

Or perhaps its an adult thing, since i've only officially turned 18 years old 12 days ago lol!

Happy 2013 everyone! ^^